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But oh what a mouth it is. Her lips are soft, pliant and feel like a dream what with how warm they are against his own. Sure, this isn't technically the first time they've kissed before, but it is the first time she's ever willingly initiated such contact. With her hand on his cheek he feels as if he's swooning, dizzy by just how strong the sensation is. It's as if someone's kicked him in the head, damaging his balance sensors in his ears, leaving him to spin out of control. Who would've thought a kiss could have such a potent effect on him? None of the other kisses had him feeling like this, or at least not anywhere near this extent.
Again, thank humans for their crafty design, that he doesn't really have to breathe, and although hot air vents its way from between his lips as he parts them to deepen the contact, there's no need for intake of fresh, no need to pull away and 'catch' his breath, so to speak. He'd been feeling low still, even though things had been more or less sorted out, but now? None of that matters now. Nothing in this very moment matters except her and the feel of her kissing him. His hands slip away from her cheeks, only to ghost down her neck as he leans even closer, sliding his arms over her shoulders to link them together. There's no hiding his affection for her - it's been a moot point and lost cause since the two of them were reactivated here. It's fine though. This is fine. Everything is fine.
Right now? He could die happy.
Even though he'd rather not.
There's a hum that travels up his throat, the vibration reaching his lips as he more or less sighs into the kiss. Love is one hell of a drug, far more potent than any E-Drug could ever hope to be. He can't help but wonder if Jackass is aware of that.
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Cheeks flushed, that silly, happy smile on his face. He always looks young thanks to how he was designed, but now he looks young and alive, fresh and perfect, and there's a new welling up of affection for him that has her thumbs stroking his cheeks when she cradles his face again, eyes roaming over his face with the kind of slow, careful tracking that can only mean she's making a recording of this.
Something to play back, that she'll never be able to forget. One of many precious memories made with 9S that only she will ever know. She wants to tell him to remember that they're a team, that she is his partner no matter who else might come into the picture, no matter which humans he may spend his time with or share his heart with, but it isn't hard to tell from the look on his face that being reminded that other people exist won't be helpful, not right now. That won't be what he wants.
So she kisses him again, but this time she leans backwards, pulling him with her as she reclines along the length of the couch. It'll make him lay on top of her, but she wants that. She wants to feel him that close, the warmth of his body up against her own, and she wants him to feel that he has her there, just for him, trapped only for him by her own choice.
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Being reminded that others exist won't be helpful, no, because right now? He doesn't care about anyone else. He doesn't care about other androids, he doesn't care about humans or otherwise. No other existence matters to him, no other being means as much to him. He leans into her touch, unable to hold back the sigh in his chest as she strokes his face. If he had to die right now, he'd die happy. Truly, utterly happy.
She's kissing him again and he's finding himself drawn toward her once more, pulled atop her to settle against her front. It's comfortable, laying like this, and he fits nicely against her. They're two peas in a pod, two pieces that make a whole. He's warm and so is she, the heat between their bodies pleasant and inviting. He kisses her back sweetly, lips pliant and soft as he wraps his arms around her, elbows settling either side of her. If he could keep her like this, forever, on this couch, he would.
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She knew she would kiss him, and before coming to this place she thinks she wouldn't have ever considered anything more. She hasn't asked him how far he's gotten with humans because she hasn't wanted the question turned around on her considering his less than positive feelings about her changes, but she's been in this position before. Someone she cared for deeply settling their body over hers, legs tangled, hands lingering.
But this is 9S, and she knows his reluctance to modify his body and it hadn't been hard for her to assume that he would never accept her the way she is now. She'd changed for the humans, put herself at risk. He hates it.
She can't see him wanting anything more than a kiss, so her hands settle on his waist, drifting no lower. She's content just like this, lips moving against his gently, never parting to deepen it but never stopping any longer than it takes to find a new angle to press her lips to his.
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Why did all of them long for the touch of beings that were, at least until they came here, inaccessible and unfathomable? It's troublesome. Why was it that humans were so perfect in their eyes? Logically, 9S knows they're far from it. Some of them are pleasant, some of them he adores in his own way, but none of the feelings he has for them come close to how he feels about her. He's always felt too much, it's a problem with his model. Honestly, he's not sure why he was made the way he was. Why create something that was so naturally curious, so full of emotion that most of the time it was too much? Too much to handle, too much to process...just like now it's too much. 2B has always been too much for him. Too good for him.
But that hasn't ever stopped him from wanting her attention and affection.
There are a lot of reasons, far more valid than modifications that 9S could hate 2B for. Despite the changes she's made, she's still 2B. A chassis for them is just that - a replaceable body - or had been. Here though parts weren't easy to come by. They couldn't go around messing with what they had. In that vein, he wishes she'd talked to him, had let him do maintenance on her...she's behind in that, isn't she? He's been scared to ask though, scared to suggest it. Afraid she'll turn him down again for offering to do his job, what he was made to do. Things here have made interacting with each other so complicated, far more so than it had been under YoRHa's watch. At least back then they had clear objectives, clear motives and goals. 9S had things to work toward - he knew his place, even if he was always trying to push boundaries.
Here he's still trying to figure out where that's supposed to be, where he's supposed to fit in. It's far harder than he ever thought it'd be and it's something he's thought about, before he'd found out the truth. What would it be like to live among humans? What would they have them do after the war was over? His fantasies, thus far, haven't exactly been met by reality, but how could they be? And on that note...could his expectations ever be met?
He's thinking too much. He always is. Forcing himself to stop he wraps his arms around 2B tighter, almost desperately, as if she'll turn to sand and slip away from beneath him. Shifting, her hands on his hips, he straddles her better on the couch, the cushions sagging beneath their combined weight as he moves to deepen the kiss, a hint of possessiveness behind the move. If only she knew just how desperate he was...or maybe she was aware? Maybe she had been all along?
Then again, did it really matter? All that matters, right now, is having her under him and keeping her there. All that matters is knowing, despite everything they've gone through, she cares.
He only hopes she cares just as much as he does.
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And who is that if not 9S? She knows she's done terribly by him until now and so when his hands tighten on her she lifts towards him rather than pull away. When he kisses her harder she makes a soft little sound for him, something so small and weak as her lips part to yield to him, let him in.
She didn't expect this side to him, for him to reach for more rather than be satisfied by what she offered, but she doesn't have the strength of will to tell him no. She won't hurt him any more than she already has, could never reject him. Her hands shift, carding through his hair, and she feels an odd stab of jealousy.
Where did he learn to kiss like this?
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Which is why he feels suddenly desperate when he hears the sound she makes. He drew that sound out of her and he wants more of it so badly. The kiss deepens, teeth tugging lightly at her lower lip. He wants everything, wants to take and possess...but would she even want that? Does she even want him that much? A kiss is one thing but anything beyond that?
Self-doubt is a bitch but it's hard to shake and as he pulls back, breaking the kiss, he finds himself panting, venting hot air against her lips. He's trembling, ever so slightly, eyes closed as he presses their foreheads together. There's no sign of him letting go or moving. He'd rather die than do so.
He learned to kiss by kissing others, by going along with what he was supposed to do in this place. He'd rather have learnt how to kiss with her, to figure out all the small things that would make her squirm and sigh. It feels like a lost opportunity and yet...it's not like he could've asked her.
Not when she'd been so adamant on them tending to humans.
"I don't want to stop-"
He finds himself blurting it out, squeezing her just a bit tighter in desperation. He doesn't want her pity though, even if he feels utterly pitiful. He just wants her to want him, just as much as he does.
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She can recognize it but that doesn't mean she can fight it, so when he pulls away her head lifts to chase him, to try to catch his lips again before she realizes she's going against the rules she's already set for herself. Holding her breath, now, she lets her head fall back against the couch and gazes up at him, cheeks hot and eyes warm, fingers stroking with clear love through his hair.
Whoever he had been with is lucky, but he's hers now. Until they leave this room he belongs to only her.
"Nines..." she murmurs in surprise when he says what he does, eyes widened, because she can't imagine that being true. Why would he want her after what she's done to her body? She wants to argue and tell him he doesn't want her, that she's so different now, that he must think she's tainted, because that's what she honestly believes he thinks.
But he grabs at her again, hands so possessive, and she can't find the will to so much as shake her head. She will never, ever deny him.
"Are you sure?"
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"...You're the only one I really, really want."
The confession comes quietly as he finds something inside of him swelling at the sound of his nickname on her lips. If he could play it on repeat he would; every time she gives in and gives him what he wants he can't help but worry it'll be the last time she'll indulge him. Happiness isn't something he can hold onto for very long, despite wanting to grasp onto it and never let go.
That swelling feeling? He realizes what it is a moment later when a familiar wetness wells at the corners of his eyes. He doesn't dare to open them, for fear the tears he's holding onto will be tugged away by gravity.
"But I don't want you to humour me if I'm not good enough the way I am. I want to be, I've always wanted to be enough 2B, even before all of this...but if I'm not then..."
Then he'll have to come to terms with it, even if it'll be the death of him again.
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But she doesn't kiss him on the lips. She kisses the corners of his eyes, kisses those tears away, touching him so carefully so that he knows how dear he is to her.
"It isn't like that." She says firmly, urging him to look at her with a gentle little shake, her lips brushing his cheek as she lets her head fall back on the couch again. "I don't want you to feel... disappointment, with me. Being what I am now."
There. She's said it, clearly. Let there be no doubt that any hangup she might have is entirely because she doesn't think he could ever find her appealing now.
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Shaking his head while she still cups his face he can't help but laugh, the sound one coated with relief rather than mirth.
"You're crazy, you know that 2B? You couldn't disappoint me, even if you tried."
His eyes open then as he smiles down at her, unable to help himself. 21O had scolded him the last time he'd been genuine with his comments, told that he shouldn't flatter...but it isn't flattery if it's pointing out objective truth.
"You'll always be beautiful to me, 2B...no matter what chassis you're in."
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He wouldn't think that way if he knew what she had done over and over, seemingly without end. If he knew how many times she'd spilled his blood or crushed his neck with her hands he wouldn't find her beautiful. If he knew what she really was, that she wasn't even his 2B at all, she knows he could never forgive her for it.
It's wrong to keep hiding it but she does all the same, refusing to ever, ever let him know when it means she'll lose this. She couldn't take that, could never bear it, so instead of commenting she pulls him down to kiss him again, open-mouthed and a touch more demanding than she'd allowed herself to be before.
But still gentle. Still treating him like she's afraid of breaking him.
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When she kisses him again he's quick to return it, the way he leans into the contact needy and passionate. He wants her to be demanding, he wants her to be pushy and greedy. That's how he feels, after all, teeth finding their way to her lower lip once more. He's not made of glass, after all, and as such doesn't want her treating him like he is.
He's not human.
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He must, the way he kisses her again, and she threads her fingers into his hair to pull him down, urge him to keep biting if he wants to bite, to kiss him as hard as he might want to. Any damage they might cause to each other will be negligible and anyway, the mild spark of the possibility of this turning into a fight only makes her want him more.
One of her hands slides down, though, and finds his shoulder. Her hand strokes along his arm, over his elbow, down to his wrist, and it's when she breaks the kiss herself that she guides his hand up to cover her breast. She watches his face as she presses his hand to her, hungry to see the expression he'll show her when he gets to touch for the first time.
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The expression he gives her is priceless, one of awe as he stares at his hand for a moment, only for his gaze to shift to her face. His cheeks are flushed pink, warmed as coolant rushes to try and balance his internal temperature. He's...touching her. Through clothing, sure, but that doesn't diminish the weight of the action. Suddenly his other hand finds her cheek as he thumbs it, smoothing soft skin. His gloves are annoying him and so he breaks the newly made contact, only to pull off his glove with his teeth before replacing his hand. Skin on skin contact gives him a rush like no other.
"You're beautiful."
He can't help himself.
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"We don't look that much different," she points out to him, leaning up to catch his lips in another kiss but this time, not laying back down. She sits up fully until he's essentially in her lap, hand on her breast, her teeth pulling too gently on his lip as she gives his hips a gentle push.
"This isn't the place for this. Show me your room."
The last thing she wants is A2 to walk in and ruin this moment, this thing between them that still feels so delicate that it might pop even from this one minor disturbance of changing locations.
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He doesn't have to be told twice.
Up he scrambles off the couch, bare hand snagging gloved fingers to help her up to her feet. It's then he guides her, leading her toward his room, hoping that he hasn't left it in too big of a mess.
When they do enter she'll be greeted with a simple, monochrome furnished room, a desk in the corner sporting various pieces of electronics and machinery. His bed is neatly made, a small book of poetry on his bedside table. Suddenly he feels self conscious about his room, even though he knows she could care less.
"It's pretty simple but...it's cozy?"
Or it will be now, with her here with him.
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"It's perfect." She promises him, drawing him so carefully back to her. She kisses him once before she leads him herself to his bed, but she doesn't sit.
She puts her hands on his shoulders and presses him down first, has him sit down on the edge of the bed and then stands in front of him as she moves her hands to the ties keeping her skirt in place. Wordlessly she begins to untie it, letting him watch her as she moves through the mechanical steps of undressing herself.
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He blurts out back, easily guided toward his bed, letting himself be pushed down onto the edge of the mattress, only to be left to watch her fiddle with the ties of her skirt. He feels like he's entered an alternate reality as he keeps his gaze fixated on her. Much like how he's the most important part of the room, she's the most important thing for him to fix his attention on.
It's not like it's the first time he's seen her without her skirt. They've both self-destructed before, leaving them with unfavorably less clothing to cover them thanks to the blast. Context though makes all the difference - this is a deliberate removal of clothing, for his eyes alone right now. His pulse is racing as the implication of what's to come has his processors whirring wildly within him. His face is even redder now, gaze truly transfixed.
He's in awe as he stares at her with a kind of reverence one might reserve for God alone. Humans may be their gods, but to him 2B is beyond that - he's her savior. Without her, he wouldn't know what to do with himself other than do a poor job at toning down the red of his face.
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"You don't have to keep complimenting me, Nines. I'm not going anywhere."
She tells him this even as she's undoing the closures that hold her top together, working the sleeves down her arms and folding that up too. He's seen her in just her leotard but he's right about the context meaning so much more, it's impossible to ignore the fact that her body, so different from his to start with and now modified to bring pleasure to a human, has started to respond.
Will he know what to do? Will she have to show him? When he feels the way her upgraded parts leak fluid will he reject her after all?
None of these doubts show on her face as she leans over to untie her boots, but she feels them all the same.
"You should undress too."
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He's not just flattering for the sake of it. Everything he says is genuine - he just hopes she realizes it. She must, if she's teasing him. There's no pause in her undressing, and so he keeps watching, trying not to fidget as he sits. It's only when she goes to undo her boots that he realizes he's supposed to do the same and peel himself out of his clothes.
The pressure is on all of a sudden, as he finds himself expected to undress too. Swallowing he takes off his other glove, tossing it aside before letting his fingers fiddle with the buttons of his jacket. Sure, he figured he'd be getting naked too at some point, but he's shy all of a sudden, self conscious about his body. He's not sure what part of him would be even appealing to see like this in her eyes but he does his best to try and quell that fear. If she didn't want him without clothes, she wouldn't have told him to undress in the first place.
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Does he feel the same way she does? Self-conscious because of their differences but still willing to try, wanting to be enough for each other? Good enough to touch, worthy of being together after their lifetime of pain and separation?
She's still leaning over thanks to getting rid of the boots and it means she's at the right angle to just lean in and kiss him again, her hands following his to help him with the buttons of his coat, to slip under it and ease it down off his shoulders. She's still kissing him when she slips her hands under the hem of his shirt and skims that up his body and only pulls away for the time it takes to get it over his head.
"You look cute."
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He's so utterly overwhelmed by her, even more so when she leans in to kiss him and help him with his buttons. Dainty fingers are trembling, warmed by the feel of hers on his, and things are escalating before he registers her hands are under his black undershirt. It's so different, being touched by her compared to others, not just because of who she is but because of what she is. He can understand her in ways humans can't - the only one who could manage to is A2, for obvious reasons.
Before he knows it his shirt is gone, chest exposed and on display. Then she drops the compliment on him, the red on his face spreading down his neck all the way to his collarbone.
"C-Cute? R...Really?"
He looks like he's on the verge of a meltdown as he reaches up to slap his hands over his face out of embarrassment. He's going to die...but it'll be a good death. If 2B thinks he's cute...yeah, he's good with that.
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It's so much honesty from her all at once, too much, and once she's realized just how much she's admitted to she falls silent as she moves her hands down to his hips.
"Do you want to do these yourself?"
If not, she's already inching her fingertips towards the fly of his shorts.
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She's always thought that lays another fatal blow as he finds himself willing his internal temperature down, warnings going off in his head that he needs to get a hold of himself or he'll short circuit from overheating. He's doing his best though - what more can he do? He can't help it if 2B has such an effect on him.
When her fingers finally find the hem and fly of his shorts he can't help but tense up, memories of her giving him a bath resurfacing briefly. He'd refused to strip for her there...but he won't deny her this time, even if he feels a swell of inadequacy surging up within him. If she leaves it to him he won't ever do it. He's too much of a coward. At the very least if she takes them off he'll know it's something she wants.
"...You can do it, if that's what you want from me."
At this point, right now? He'll give her anything.
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sorry this took 1000 years T_T