[He doesn't feel beautiful. Liar he thinks, but deliberately keeps that from being sent over. He doesn't really believe she's lying. 6O doesn't lie, she's not the type, and she had just called him pretty a moment ago...but hasn't his whole existence just been one lie after another stacked up until everything eventually crumpled under its own weight? Is he getting cold feet? Why the sudden anxiety? Is it his fear of fucking up? Of messing it up somehow? What if it wasn't to her liking? What if it wasn't good enough or she ended up hating it? What if she ended up hating him-
No. He's got to stop that. He can't think like that. Immediately he puts an end to the thought process he'd started, truncating it. That's enough.
He lets her lip go only to capture her mouth in a more desperate sort of kiss, one that carries the feeling of hoping she won't go, as he cups a cheek in hand, thumbing the skin he finds here. The contact doesn't last as long as he wants it to but if he allows himself to indulge in this much sweetness he'll drown, simply because part of him, deep down, doesn't believe he deserves it.
So he kisses her jaw instead, tracing the contour of it down to press his lips to her neck. It's a deliberate path he takes, one full of little sensors that'll cause her to shudder and feel good. As much damage as he took to his neck over it was still a place that was oh so sensitive - it should be no different for her.]
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No. He's got to stop that. He can't think like that. Immediately he puts an end to the thought process he'd started, truncating it. That's enough.
He lets her lip go only to capture her mouth in a more desperate sort of kiss, one that carries the feeling of hoping she won't go, as he cups a cheek in hand, thumbing the skin he finds here. The contact doesn't last as long as he wants it to but if he allows himself to indulge in this much sweetness he'll drown, simply because part of him, deep down, doesn't believe he deserves it.
So he kisses her jaw instead, tracing the contour of it down to press his lips to her neck. It's a deliberate path he takes, one full of little sensors that'll cause her to shudder and feel good. As much damage as he took to his neck over it was still a place that was oh so sensitive - it should be no different for her.]